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Friday, December 23, 2005

As always, I never update this thing. But I shall take a shot at it.

Life is going well. Wabash has treated me just as any other college should. I am happier than I have ever been. People have used me. I have slacked off. I have been stupid. But I feel that I am much wiser now. A semester definately roughens up one. Oh and for all of you who preach that boys and girls are very different. I will dispute that until the day that I die. Both sides bicker and do the most dumb things. After being in an institution of nearly 900 guys, I think I can vouch for it. But I do have good friends that I have met there and that brings a smile to my face. I was in a fraternity for 3 months and left during fall break. It just wasn't me and not something that I believed in or wanted to be part of. Sorry for all of you who are Greek and do read this. I'm not saying that what you all do is a bad thing, it's just not me.

Anyway. I am in love and it is wonderful.. hmmm. ^.^

But the minute i did step foot back in NC there was drama that we never grow out of.

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Rent (2005 Movie Soundtrack)
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Saturday, June 11, 2005

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

i decided to bring this back to life..for some random reason...:coughs (EVAN):    hehehehehe :scampers:


Sunday, December 07, 2003

Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything
Or were you sent to save me?
I've thought too much, you won't find anything...
Worthy of redeeming

Yo he esta-do aquí muchas veces antes y regreso

To... break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away

Imperfect cry, and scream in ecstasy
So what befalls the flawless?
Look what I've built, it shines so beautifully
Now watch as it destroys me

Y regreso aquí otra vez y comienzo

To... break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away

Break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away

I left it all behind, and never said goodbye
I left it all behind, and never said goodbye
I left it all behind, and never said goodbye
I left it all to die

I saw its birth, I watched it grow
I felt it change me
I took the life, I ate it slow
Now it consumes me

I... break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away

Break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away
... Heart away


feeling: pretty good

hey..yea sorry that the site was invisible for a little while and i made some of my post disappear...some sketchy stuff happened..i wont get into it. Anyway..yea i havent posted anything in a while....sorry been busy with prom and fruit and my club and choir and practicing for my governer's school audition in feb and basketball....so yea really really busy. But nothing much has been going on. HAPY B-DAY STEPH...well its tmrw but yea anyway happy birthday. Im addicted to that song by AFI...the leaving song part 2, its good stuff. I had a really random dream last night that when i went off to school in london i came back kinda gothish...wierd..i had black eyeliner..and that was all...but wierd...this probably makes no sense to people who dont know who AFI is....right...but anyway if i have the same song posted for like the next 20 post thats why :)



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